Blog and Dreams

Image from pinterest Judgement call 10/17/2026 The world outside is getting colder and colder. The mood in the world is turning sour. If things continue, society will turn on itself. Civil war might become the norm and that is scary. I want life to be well and happy, but those days are hard to make. If I could change the world, I would make it easier to get a home and constant food. Even when everything feels heavy, I remind myself that small steps forward still count as pr

cover art for the book Jump back into action as Detective Novak and their team find more clues to the dark deeds of the CULT. The CULT are not taking any prisoners, as they drop bodies like flies. More murders mean more details you can't miss. The world around you is more than pipes and metal. More bodies do get us more evidence and clues. How many lives will it cost us? When will we catch the killers? “Eons agone, these lands were rife with Gods and their adherents. What bef

from pinterest One of my fears is that I will have to kill to survive. I know if I really need to kill, I will have no other choice to make. I know that many people make that choice daily. I had a dream about seeing someone got shoot. It didn’t feel like a dream at first. I know I would never put myself in a dangerous situation like that. I have seen the look on the face of a killer. It is like they have lost all humanity at their core. I am sure that there are killers alive

from Pinterest What idea will I leave behind? Some will have one side, and some will have the other side. I hope that I leave the idea that you can work and do what you love. I plan on continuing to work on my art and my craft. I want to learn more as time goes on. I want more friends, but not the drama. I want a family without the need to deal with their mess. Maybe babies are not for me, but my body will make the final decision. The attempt (Reader, be warned, this story i

from pinterest Time is a vacuum we made to give ourselves a sense for control. Man needed to control how we act and inteact with each other. When we go to battle or war, time is the key to everything. I have nocited that as one leader falls, the rest ramp up security and protection. Maybe to look bigger, or just to stay in power. In history classes, they talk about what might cause WWIII. They however don’t bring up how we can stop the chances of WWIII in our lifetime. Aft

from pinterest I have done a lot in 2025, but I plan to do more in 2026. Some goals are big, and some of them are small. I will list the most important ones that I really want to achieve. Some will take a lot of time and money. I know that if I stay focused, I will accomplish all of them. I know there is a chance for change in any of the goals, but that is a part of life. Publish at least one book by the end of the year Make more artwork Make more music each month Keep my b

from pinterest I choose to express myself neutrally. I know that some people might ask, and some people will know. I feel like I am my true self when I can completely express myself. I think I will have to answer questions, both good and rude ones. Either way,y I am happy with how I look currently, so that is all that matters. I did find my chest binders, and I am glad they still fit correctly. As a butterfly, I am beautiful and small. As a bird, I am fast and capable. As a

from pinterest I used to get repeating dreams as a kid, but now they are happening again. It used to scare me, but now I know more. If a dream repeats, you are thinking about the same thing or remembering the same thing. I wonder if it is a normal thing or something unique to me. I use to have bad dreams repeat themselves. Those numbers have died down over time, which is better for me in the long term. From sunrise to sunset, my mind wanders. From moonrise to moonset, my dre

from pinterest With each step forward, two new steps are created. We have free will and common sense. I have learned that both have to be taught on even ground. As I watch the night turn to dawn, a painting reveals itself to me. I know that the sun does not pick where to rinse, but it feels that way sometimes.

from pinterest Working on being more open. Like a flower in bloom, it takes time. Wanting love but not at this cost. On one hand, I feel loved, but only because they have to. I slowly want to be single more and more. But I am working on it.

from pinterest A full night of rest and sleep. A new day brings a fresh mind. I do wonder what my future holds. These days it is hard to keep hope. Meeting people and making lasting friendships. Finding inspiration in small things.

from pinterest High above us all, it watches our lives pass by. From horizon to new horizon, it does not change. I watch as birds soar gracefully overhead. If I went with them, what would I see? I have always wanted to travel globally, but this world is greedy. In my dreams, I am oceans away and enjoying the peace on the beach.

from pinterest Sharp and straight to the point. It will always find its mark. Words are dull and stones are light. Wars have printed the walls with power and violence. History is carved into the trees, in their rings. I have removed their poison and venom. They will call it a miracle when it is just fate. I find peace in that someone will discover Bulleye and change everything.

from pinterest I am strong enough to move mountains. I am wise enough to spot danger at a distance. I am a beautiful flower that grows from a stone. I am brave enough to face my fears. I am hopeful and optimistic about my life. I am aware of everything around me and they’re purpose.

from pinterest I pick each petal and count my blessings. Each night, I dream and wonder if they will come true. I can feel the gentle breeze for hope and optimism. A change in seasons does change your point of view. I watch each leaf fall and count my goals. This world wants you crazy, but you show your strength and stay sane. I can see a sea of colors blending with a much larger ocean. It is beautiful to see the seasons change.

from pinterest Why does the world run on money? Why does everything cost so much? They said being an adult is hard, but it is almost impossible now. Will this be our future? When will things get better and less stressful? All these questions, and no answers.

from pinterest Time seems to slow down when I think of you. Each minute becomes an hour, as my mind wanders. Your forest eyes shine in the sunlight, like jade. Each time you hold me, the world stops and everything fades away. Each sweet kiss says 'I love you' without a word being spoken. As I lie next to you, I find my peace. Your warmth and gentle heart beat drift me off to sleep. This is real love, and I will not let go.

from pinterest One simple question, with a wall behind it. Are you okay? Most of the time, I am okay. Then the waves of pain wash over, making everything blurry. I try to clear my mind, but I feel more like swimming. It is pouring outside, soaking everything. Just like inside, the pain keeps flowing. I may have old bones and old joints, but I try. I wish this pain would end, but it is my life. I do not wish this pain on anyone.

from Pinterest, one of my favorites One day, we will all be old. One day, we will live on equal ground. One day, we will all have the same rights and freedoms. It is just a thought. One day may sound far, but tomorrow is just one day away. One day, power will mean nothing compared to the need for love and understanding. One day, the world will turn on us humans. Some of the signs are present today. It is just a thought.

from pinterest {Once online, most officers from then would have retired or become higher UC or even HC. I was able to cross reference names and found out the seven current HC members were all officers during Harry’s murder investigation. Each was seated at different times but in order of chairs, which is eerie and rare. No one questioned them at the time, we have to meet them now. Unfortunately, we can’t meet with them together or in groups. We might alarm all by alarming on