Blog and Dreams

from pinterest I woke up inside a colorful fabric tent. The smell of good food was in the air. I could hear music, dancing, and people enjoying life outside. I was wearing a matching colorful set, I saw myself as I passed a huge mirror. There was every plant and flower you could think for lining the room and the adjacent hallway. I took a little time to smell some of the flowers. I continued to follow the original smell of good food down the hallway. There was even more flo

from pinterest I choose to express myself neutrally. I know that some people might ask, and some people will know. I feel like I am my true self when I can completely express myself. I think I will have to answer questions, both good and rude ones. Either way,y I am happy with how I look currently, so that is all that matters. I did find my chest binders, and I am glad they still fit correctly. As a butterfly, I am beautiful and small. As a bird, I am fast and capable. As a

from pinterest I used to get repeating dreams as a kid, but now they are happening again. It used to scare me, but now I know more. If a dream repeats, you are thinking about the same thing or remembering the same thing. I wonder if it is a normal thing or something unique to me. I use to have bad dreams repeat themselves. Those numbers have died down over time, which is better for me in the long term. From sunrise to sunset, my mind wanders. From moonrise to moonset, my dre

from pinterest I was swimming ina clear lake at the top of a hill. It was in a weird square-oval shape. The water was fresh and crystal clear and about five feet deep. I could hear birds but I couldn’t see them. I could hear the hum of the city life. It was hard to see anyone, being this high up. I swam to the shaded side of the pool area, wanting to see if anyone was around but I was alone. Then I woke up to my alarms for the day. The lake part 2 (sleep & nap) 12/15/2025 I

from pinterest When we are at a low point, it is heartwarming to be able to learn from someone else. It shows that humanity still has its good deeds and good people. I grew up not being able to trust the people around me unless it was for the right reasons. I have to learn to trust others slowly. I appreciate my supervisors; being ill is rare for me on the clock. I know that most people will understand, but I hope that there were not any of therare few who don’t understand.

from pinterest Everything costs a penny, and it all adds up. The prices only seem to get higher. I wish the world was not like this, but I am not that lucky. I know that I am not the only one, but it feels that way.

from pinterest Reflective and active, yet shiny and smooth. My fake hair reaches down to my butt, yet I have seen longer. One day, my real hair will match the look. Everyone I meet likes it, so I am at peace. It's been five years since I started. I appreciate that my love likes my hair.

from pinterest Boiling room (sleep) 11/28/2025 I was inside a boiling room. Huge pipes and meters were everywhere. I saw the door, but I would have to twist and bend my way to it. I was able to reach the door, but it was locked. The meters began to scream, so I plugged my ears. I opened my eyes to reality. Sun down (sleep) 12/2/2025 It was just before sun down and the world was quiet. I was along inside this empty park. It had some trees and bushes spread throughout the fla

from pinterest November 24, 2025: clear skies Both cold and hot days share the same ocean above us. At night, it is home to trillions of stars and planets. Those who swim among its waves are our hope for tomorrow. We are the schools of fish and coral far below. I wonder about starting life on Mars. Can we really jump ponds? I know that I will be a witness to the attempt. May I see millions of clear skies. November 25, 2025: open roads The path ahead is unknown and cl

from pinterest Ocean watching (sleep) 11/23/2025 I woke up to watch the ocean waves crash against rocks and sandy dunes. I watched the waves till the sun kisses the horizon. I layed down and closed my eyes. I woke up in reality after a while of darkness. Lite Cave (sleep) 11/24/2025 I woke up next to a wooden chest, with a large key lock. It was hard to see since there were only three lit torches. I could see three different hallways, each barely lit. I found an unlit torch

from pinterest Flowers and rain (sleep) 11/18/2025 I love the smell of flowers after it rains. It’s the smell of water and freshness that can relax the mind and body. I also enjoy the smell of the air just before it rains. Like the world wants you to know what will happen next. Regardless of where you go, the rain smells the same. After the rain leaves it doesn’t take long for the water to disappear. Burnt (sleep) 11/21/2025 I woke up to a burnt tree. It was charred and sp

from pinterest One small step can make a huge impact. Each day is a new set of options. I weigh each one carefully and pick the best one. Each decision affects another down the line. The line in the sand can’t be moved this time. Too much has happen that the scales are broken. I ask for an outside view, but no one answers. My silence tears stain my idea of love. I do not want the world, or it’s gold, or it’s jewels. My only wish is for peace at home.

from pinterest I was in an endless hallway lined with lockers on both sides. Some were open and some were closed. Some looked new and clean, others had what I hoped was jam on them. The overhead lights were working part of the time. I was looking for a door or an exit. I came up to a door labeled “Exit”, but it was locked. I went down the hallway till I found the next door. It was unlocked, but blocked by something on the other side. So I closed it and continued my search fo

from pinterest One small step can make a huge impact. Each day is a new set of options. I weigh each one carefully and pick the best one. Each decision affects another down the line. The line in the sand can’t be moved this time. Too much has happened that the scales are broken. I ask for an outside view, but no one answers. My silence tears stain my idea of love. I do not want the world, or its gold, or its jewels. My only wish is for peace at home.

From pinterest Doing something new and doing my best. Trying not to let self doubt win the fight. Each morning I thank myself for being willing. Each night I feel grateful.

from pinterest I woke up inside a stone pit, and it was a long way up to the top. I could hear people talking but I didn’t understand the language. After a few minutes, they drop a rope dowm to me. I was terrified of what would happen next, but I can fight my way out up there much better then down here. I tied myself with the rope and pulled on it. They pulled me out of the pit, and just stared at me. Once I was untied they two men that helped me, pointed to a large castle

from pinterest Raven (sleep) 11/6/2025 I feel like I was once a bird, a raven or crow. Flying among the clouds has repeated in my dreams many times. I like flying and seeing the world in a new view. Once I was flying through the air. I could feel the wind through each cell in me. I saw a beautiful forrest and landed on a tree branch. Although it was dark under the tree line, I could see how life was busy at work. But that’s all I remembered before waking up. The pit (sleep)

from pinterest I am glad that I have reached a goal. The aftermath was something I didn’t expect. I wish for peace, but I only see anger. I am making new goals, ones that will make me grow. I pray and wish on every star in the night sky. This life is complicated, sometimes more than what I want.

from pinterest Mermaids (sleep) 11/3/2025 I do wonder about if we were all mermaids, living in the water. Disney and other film makers have made a few movies about mermaids. Sometimes I dream that I live among the coral and beautiful sea life. I have seen people work as mermaids, wearing fake fins. But what if at most point they were real just like us humans? For now it is only a myth, but some myth have been found to be true. Crystals (sleep) 11/4/2025 Crystals and other ro

from pinterest, one of my favorite Each day feels like it is on repeat. I try not to get annoying with the circle. I must remember that tomorrow is a new day if I make it a new day.