October is here...
Judgement call 10/17/2026
The world outside is getting colder and colder. The mood in the world is turning sour. If things continue, society will turn on itself. Civil war might become the norm and that is scary. I want life to be well and happy, but those days are hard to make. If I could change the world, I would make it easier to get a home and constant food.
Even when everything feels heavy, I remind myself that small steps forward still count as progress. Finding peace isn't about ignoring the world's chaos, but creating a quiet space within myself where hope can thrive. Holding onto my love, my art, and my values is what keeps me grounded when times get tough. As long as I stay true to who I am and keep moving forward, I know I can navigate whatever comes next. I don’t want to believe what I see and hear. I have to believe it because nothing will make sense without it.
I am not afraid of what people might say. I am afraid of the history and legacy of the violence from it might leave. My words are more than knives and swords. I know my words are venomous and poisonous to ignorant minds. I do not know everything, but I love learning. The only person that can slow me down is me.
The judgement call I make will change the future forever. Films and TV shows are not the reality we will see. The past is history, tomorrow is a mystery and the present is a gift. I want a world where peace and kindness are the norm. I know the world we truly live in. I know that nothing above my life is my judgment call.
Lemons and limes (dream/daydream) 10/17/2026:
We look to the stars for guidance and signs. We listen to the trees for wisdom and advice. Even if we could touch the stars, it would not be enough. This universe is filled with the known and unknown. I do believe in the supernatural and the unseen possibilities. Last night I was counting stars before I drifted into sleep.
We know all too well that this world wants us to fail at everything possible. What we do to succeed makes us human. I know that spending endless nights will be worth it in the end. I am at the face of a trench of an unknown depth. I could drop five feet or maybe one hundred feet. The only way to know is to take that first step forward.
I can’t see or hear anything, so my fear is high. I am trying my best to not get lost in the noise of the world, but it is loud and overwhelming. I will try to sleep, but I hate my recent dreams. I want to get more stuff done, but I don’t know if I will have the time later.
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