Roses

From pinterest

1. The rose (sleep) 10/25/2025

   1. Normally, I would be happy that I got a full night’s rest. This night is different then most of my dreams. I opened my eyes to a world fill with plants for every species. I could smell thick perfumes from all the flowers. I turned down a long hallway lined with blue flowers and vines. I felt like Posion Ivy from Batman film series. 

   2. A beautiful rose grew all be itself in the far corner. Once I went up to it, I was sprayed with something smelly and sticky. Then I woke up in reality, thankfully that nothing was really on my face. 

2. The rose part 2 (sleep) 10/26/2025

   1. I was down the hall from the now dried up rose. I had to pull of this hard rubbery material to stand up. I climbed out and noticed it was like a butterfly’s cocoon. I felt as much of my back as possible, and nothing it there. Something hit me from behind, and I woke up back in reailty. 

3. The rose part 3 (sleep and nap) 10/27/2025

   1. I was back at the cocoon, just in front of it. There was a rainbow of flowers all around me, like a small circle. The smell reminded me of a shoreline, a little salty. I could feel a wall of tears form in my eyes. I was overwhelmed by the environment and wondering if i was stuck in a loop. I thought about my relationships back in reality. 

   2. This dream world seems so much more peaceful then reality and it’s chaos. I do wish there was a way to keep all worries away, but I guess that is life. I wish life came with a guide, but that would be too easy. I try to not feel worthless, but it is really hard. In times like theses, I miss my father’s hugs. Adulthood is filled with small important and lasting decisions. 

   3. I wanted to pick one of the tiny flowers at my feet. My gut told me not to, so I didn’t. There was a mirror on the wall, so I went over to it. I couldn’t make out my face, like the surface was too blurry.