In the ocean part 2

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Lately, it has been hard not to feel like a disappointment to everyone. After closing my eyes, I could hear the waterfall from my last dream. I was in front of myself, like I could see myself meditating in the water. It looked like I was drying without a single tear running down my face. I reached out to touch the shoulder, but a scream from behind made me drop to the ground. It was like a death scream, but what did it come from?

Then I noticed the water; it was blood red now. I don’t know if this is good or bad, but it doesn’t feel right. Both versions of myself were in an endless video, and water and white. Then the meditating me was gone, like it had disappeared in thin air. I put a toe in the water, and some of the water went clear around it. Once I stepped into the water, it was clear again, so I had to try something.

Once I sat down, the water turned different shades of blood, and I felt lightheaded. It was difficult to move myself away from the water. Once I was completely on dry land, I felt better, and I lay down. I have no idea what just happened, or how, or why. The water was clear noticed I looked at it, but I was not going back in. I could see that the settlement under the water was darker.

I decided to meditate next to the water, maybe it does something different. I closed my eyes and took a few deep breaths. I was back in reality when I opened my eyes.