Random ideas #2

Small goals and progress: 6/22/2026

With prices being high and the future seeming to follow that path; I got a second job. This second job is online and able to do it from home, or somewhere with good WIFI. I have a few days listed out already. I will keep a schedule of hours I spend. I am using a new and cute notebook to keep track of my progress and journey. If they have a lot of questions I could get a bonus.

I know that it will make some people think I am crazy. I believe that people should hear from higher powers when they need help. I will tell my friends when I really get started. I will use my favorite tarot deck because I deeply appreciate it. The original tarot cards are for more deeper readings for myself. After doing the math, I could work under twenty hours and get a good average.

I want to do what I love, so I will do my best. I know that odd jobs are the backbone of society. I will be honest and realistic to clients, unless something changes that.

One side to another 6/27/2026

I was lost in an ocean of sand dunes and endless Sun. My eyes were dry and barely open. I was slowly pushing through the sand with each step. One minute felt like an hour or longer. I was trying to follow the path of the Moon. I could see its crown on the far horizon.

This Moon was not our real Moon. There are pictures of faces on the Moon, but this was more than an image. It was laughing at something or someone, maybe me. As the stars filled in the night sky, the Moon was watching over us. The stars were whispering among themselves. I want to understand the language they were using.

I was about to stop and rest, but the sound of slashing shocked me. An oasis this far in land, who knew? I have to be careful, I am unarmed and I don’t see anything useful around. As I got closer, I was worried about what I would face. I am glad that it was all a day dream.

One pathway 6/27/2026

Life, to me, feels like a river. It flows from one end to another in hundreds of different ways. Life within a river needs the flow to keep the cycle of life going. If we are a part of it, why must we move it to another planet? I don’t know, but I know we will learn about it together one way or another. I hope that it is for the better, but we will see.

I struggle to sleep at night when my dreams only show the downfall of the world. The people I love and the stuff I love doing, fade away and decay. Like vines, we try to reach new heights daily. One day we will leave this planet and explore space. There are more important matters here on Earth, like poverty and cruelty. One day that will change, but how can I start that domino effect?

I also wonder who else is thinking about this. I know that thousands of people wanted “real change”, but I really mean it. I want to help people by giving them something worth living for, like a home or job or both. I have to be real with myself too. What jobs were work like that in modern day? I don’t know, so far I have had to job hop every few years.

I want to be the best version of me, but it is easier than fade into the background. Everyday people see my jewels and ask why I keep exposing myself like this. It feels right to me, like it’s who I am deep inside. As a kid I have always wanted to be connected to Earth herself. Each day that I practice magic and live in magic, I feel that I am getting closer to that goal. I do recommend that everyone become a witch of all kinds, the world can speak and you just have to be open.

What do I hide from myself to feel safe? 6/28/2026

I hide some of my emotions when I feel off about someone. At work, I have to be on guard most of the time. Some people just can’t keep their hand to themselves. If I feel uncomfortable around someone I will hide myself in a way.

How do I measure my worth and why? 7/1/2026

I get compliments everyday that I am out and about. Hubby also says I am beautiful daily. I treat people the way I want to be treated. I work on myself every week and during my free time. I give people many chances before I warn them about crossing me. I know how to talk to most people.

I am willing to learn on the go, or at a slow pace. I can work by myself or in a team for people. I am willing to work with animals, as long as they don’t attack me. Last, I stay true to myself and who I am.