Random ideas #4
One dream (sleep) 7/26/2026
I was strapped down to a cold table. It might be stone or metal, but I was more worried about the serial killer vibes I was having. I had landed in a horror film where I might be the next victim. I wanted to look around, but I couldn’t move anything. The lights gave me a grave sign of where I was, somewhere medical by the shape and size. It took a few tries of shutting my eyes forcibly to wake up back in reality. I do not want to see how that dream ends.
One dream part 2 (sleep) 7/27/2026
There are some days I question the love I get from my partner. I have seen other people in his arms. I have seen how happy he looks without me. I know it was a dream, but sometimes dreams are reality. I want to see if he feels that way, but it is hard to talk about it. I will do my best as time goes on.
One dream part 3 (sleep) 7/29/2026
The look in the eyes for someone you love is true insight. Looking into a forest of jade, I see the whole world slowly spinning in place. I don’t want the world or the universe. All I want is somewhere I can belong and call my own. There are times I feel worthless due to daily reminders in life. I continue to try to do my best.
What are my biggest fears about being vulnerable? 7/31/2026
First, I know that being open to the right people is key. I have learned over time and life that not everyone deserves to see every side of me. I know that my mind can wander off and end up in strange places. I can limit what I say about what is on my mind. The word vulnerable means to be aware that you are open and exposed. The dark side to that is that you can be vulnerable without knowing it.
There have been times I had to step back and just listen. Some people see vulnerability as a weakness, but it is a strength most people don’t know how to use. When I share about my passions, I can see how excited it makes other people. I do worry about not meeting others' goals, but I have learned to see past them.
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