Current Thinking

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There are times I have gotten lost in the world of my stories. Like psychosis and imposter syndrome mixing with depression and anxiety. On my worst days, it is like the world is on my shoulders and everything is dark. 

I can bound back and recover, sometimes it takes longer then planned. Since I meet my sweet love, I have been able to build my skills and abilities. As time goes on, I will grow and continue to spend my life with my love. 

We are so close to our next milestone in our relationship. We have a place for our own where we can grow as a couple. With each step forward, we get closer to completing goals and ideas. 

During my free time I try to explain my mind and the horizon of imagination. Although simple, I try to make complex sci-fi fantasy stories that answer my burning questions about our society. I am young, but I have learned from old souls that this world has millions of secrets. 

As a child I would ask why thousands for times. I wanted to understand the world around me. I still ask why till this day, and for the same reason.